Masa berlalu , pengalaman merubah diri kita .. memori , dugaan ... manusia akan berubah , selalu berubah .. sebabtu kita tak boleh nak judge orang berdasarkan perkara silam , masa lampau dia .. mungkin dulu dia seorang yg negatif , tapi sekarang positive .. dan mungkin dia positif , dan sekarang dia seorang yg negatif .. aku pun tak terkecuali .. kalau dulu, aku suka fikir yg positif je , sekarang banyak yg masuk semua fikiran yg negatif .. sifat merendah diri terlalu banyak dalam diri aku .. dugaan yg lalu , pengalaman lampau yg buatkan aku jadi mcm ni .. aku thu aku dah berubah .. kecewa aku yg dulu , jadikan aku mcm ni .. manusia yg terlalu merendah diri sampai tak nampak kelebihan sikit pun dalam diri aku .. sampai sekarang , kecewa aku masih tersisa .. masih berbekas .. tak dapat aku nak lupakan pengalaman pahit tu .. aku ni dalam tegas , ada sensitifnya jugak .. tapi pada orang yg aku sayang je .. bila entah aku nak jadi mcm dulu balik .. teringin nak jadi mcm dulu ...
Orang yg paling aku sayang
No caption , only the title .. is it enough ? Or want me to describe about him ? How much i love him ? Why i love him so much ? I can't tell you why i love him , because i think theres no reason for me to love him .. am i lie ? Hahahaha , what for ? Here i am , being honest to tell you that i have fall in love with .... my sweetheart ! Hahahahahaha .. i have no idea why i did this .. im just ..... a little bit lonely + sad + miss him .. i just found it .. instagram ... comment .... argh , please !! Feel jealous but i think i have to stop if thats what he want , right ? Just stop it Iqa .. just act like usual with the laugh , jokes ... no tears , heart broken , sad .. just laugh ! Laugh as much as you want ! Okay Iqa ?! You will be find then .. but i can't ... i can't stop from thinking about that thing .. why ?! I hate it ! I really really hate it ! Theres no more happy go lucky person in me .. im not happy with these feelings ..not at all .. i want to tell what i feel , but ... i want to tell him , but im scared ... i don't want to fight with him .. I hope that he will understand why i didn't reply his message today .. i think he should message or spend time with another girl .. if he want to ... i love him , but ... maybe this is the best ? Ya , maybe .. a lot of problem , ha ? Hahahaha ..
I believe i can fly
I believe i can touch the sky
It will be fun if i can fly ! Wah ... berangan ! In your dreamlah wei ! Hahahaha .. bila ada masalah , terbang tinggi tinggi ! Hahahaha , what kind of joke you made ?!
Why i can't erase your name from my heart ? Why it so hard ? Why i can't ? Why and why ? Hati aku ni ... lembut betul bila dgn kau .. petang marah , then malam aku cari kau balik .. my first love and always be .. usually hati aku keras bila dgn lelaki .. but with you its really different ..
No matter how hurt i am , i always want you to be happy .. although it was someone else by your side .. i will be happy with it .. for you .. demi kau .. tulah sedalamnya cinta aku .. kau kata aku muda lagi and might fall in love with someone else when i grow up .. but i think it will never happen .. i mean , its not that easy .. i can't imagine how i can forget you ...
Sincerely ,
♥ Me ♥
